Honest feedback
Are you an awkward person? many people don’t know if this sounds like you ask for a second opinion, consult a friend who sees you on a regular basis and ask for their opinion, emphasize that you want their honest unabridged feedback.
You’re trying to improve, so sugar coating won’t do you any favors, you may not like what you hear but don’t get defensive.
If you want to stop being awkward, you need thick skin otherwise you’ll never change.
If you think you’re perfect, I’ve got news for you, you’re not, you may have blind spots that you didn’t know existed, you may create awkward moments by accident, a second opinion may reveal your blind spots and help you change for the better but you have to keep an open mind.